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[Saturday July 8th, 2006 9:51pm] WOW I'm filling in the empty spaces with you ♥ (1)

[Saturday July 8th, 2006 2:01am] You aint gotta prove nothing to no one except yourself I'm filling in the empty spaces with you ♥ (3)

[Friday July 7th, 2006 4:36pm] so this has been a top notch week. im very impressed with myself. <3 I'm filling in the empty spaces with you ♥ (0)

[Wednesday May 10th, 2006 8:45pm] ( i havent updated in foreveerrrr ) I'm filling in the empty spaces with you ♥ (2)

[Friday February 17th, 2006 5:16pm] i havent done shit today. its awesome. the only period ive been to so far is lunch. now i have english. creative writing then math lab. =] tonight is going to be a good night =] filled with daniel laurie face. king lance. kir and v-ron mucho excited. ♥ ♥ ♥ toddus is giving me a ride home. im in SUCH a good mood. things are going great. vacation is going to be awesome. im very pumped. on another note. so not worth the trouble. why bother putting myself through this when i have other friends that arent such a hassle. i love you daniel ♥ I'm filling in the empty spaces with you ♥ (0)

[Friday February 10th, 2006 4:59pm] so im in school. bored as fuck. BUT im seeing PANIC! AT THE DISCO tonight. im so very excited. dan and adrian will be joining me. ♥ it will be a good time. oh!!! lance, is running to the verizon store for me to see what the cheapest phone is. YES! i dont care if it sucks. i just need a phone. i feel very very naked without it.. =[ saddness anyway. im in lunch. with 18 minutes left. and i deff do not feel like getting off my ass. ♥ samm I'm filling in the empty spaces with you ♥ (0)

humph. [Sunday January 15th, 2006 9:26pm] im not sure how im really feeling right now. a lot of things are running thro my head. this past week has just been so intense. and has made me so happy. i mea yeah there where some downfalls to it. ive been really happy lately. everything with dan has been amazing, the love of my life. my everything my world. weve had some rouugh times... lately. but its only to make us and our relationship stronger. there is nothing in this world that will make me hate him, or want to break up with him. he makes me so increadibly happy. i love you so much dan. you make me smile. we have been thro a lot together and i love you for who you are. yea there are some things we both needd 2 work on. but we will get there eventually.<3 <3 on a diff. note. its really hard to put how im feeling in words. but i have made friends with such an amazing person. and even tho ive really only known her for a week, i care about her a lot. more then i thought I could for a friend. and it seems so weird, that i have such like strong thoughts bout her. but I want her to be happy. I really do. and it makes no sense to me since ive known her for such a lil time. yea i do have a crush on her, and we do make out. and stuff. but it isnt about that. i feel like kirsten is just someone who is going to be a very good friend to me. someone who will always be there. and i need that right now. and im actually getting upset writing this and im not sure why. but i feel like im meeting new ppl and having fun with them and enjoying myself so much i feel so overwhemled. and i cant really explain it. i just want kir 2 know how much she really means to me. and i no how cheesy it sounds. but she does. and yea im sure me having a crush on her makes it a lil more intense. but i just love being around her. even if she told me she didnt want to have anything sexual with me, id get a lil sad, but i wouldnt care. bc her as a friend is all i could ask for. sorry for this being so gay and cheesy im just sad, and i dont really no why. i just wanted 2 get that off my chest. sometimes you need a change, and this time its for the better. I'm filling in the empty spaces with you ♥ (3)

[Sunday January 8th, 2006 6:30pm] dan and i had lots of great sex last night. and today. today was very fun.... by the way. i want kirsten. SOOOO bad. I'm filling in the empty spaces with you ♥ (0)

[Sunday January 1st, 2006 7:52pm] thoughts running through my head. yet another night of lonesome and headaches. trying to get my daddi to at least keep me company. friends are bussy with their friends. and my boy is bussy with his band. and me? im bussy with myself. trying to understand what the new year will make of me. where 2006 will take me. will their be, overdoses and hospital runs? drug binges and alcohol beverages in school? like 2005? or is it a year where I overcome who I use to be. break the boundries and do things I thought I could never do. Will I suprise myself this year? Or will I let it be the same as every other. No more taking things for granted. I cant do that anymore. Who knows. I just hope this year will be a year of more self discorvery then I have already done. A year of more maturing. A year of more good and bad things. A year of lessons to be learned. A year where I can get over my bad habbits and learn to cope with my anger and frustration. Will this be the year? Oh god, do I hope so. I'm filling in the empty spaces with you ♥ (2)

[Monday December 19th, 2005 11:59am] mushy head! I'm filling in the empty spaces with you ♥ (5)

[Wednesday November 2nd, 2005 10:05pm] well on halloween my grandma who was 84 passed away. creepy and odd. day of dead, all saints day. strange. considering when we went to her house she had a bowl of candy waiting for the kids.. i guess it was her time to go. you realize a lot when someone passes that you love. You start to regret all the things you never did. Like spend lots of time with them, visit them watch tv with them, anything to just keep them company and be there with them, i never really willingly visited grandma. i was never the one who was like MOM can we go visit grandma, it was always her dragging me there. as i got older i willingly went but wasnt so enthusiastic about going. i loved my grandma dont get me wrong, and i know she loved me, from all the stories ive heard in the past days. i have one grandparent left. and thats my dads dad. who i love more then anything in this world. after being thro my 2 grabdmas and grandpas deaths i have finally come to the conclusion that they need company to and to spend time with and to be loved and talk 2. i love my grandpa, and i want to start spending a lot of time with him. i already miss my grandma, its sad. my dad said to me. "sam isnt it ironic how we are born and givin life in a hospital and then you die in a hospital" sometimes you just got to pick up your head and move on. grandpa and I made a dinner date. he makes some dinner and we sit down watch some westerns and eat popcorn. =] hes the best.   by the way. i absolutley love daniel. he is my world. only one of my 'friends' (and my sexy boyfreind) who came to the wake, and stood by my side during this. thank  mushyy facee.your the best. i lovee you I'm filling in the empty spaces with you ♥ (1)

[Thursday October 20th, 2005 9:25am] i am SO excited to see Daniel today Im going to hug him and kiss him all over. i miss him so much and i cant wait 2 see his pretty face today. NEW CSI TONIGHT!!! AAHHHH I'm filling in the empty spaces with you ♥ (1)

[Wednesday October 19th, 2005 12:33pm] i love mushyyyy head face daniel veggie francis flynn!!! I'm filling in the empty spaces with you ♥ (6)

[Monday October 17th, 2005 12:15pm] You only hold me up like this 'Cause you don't know who I really am I used to waste my time on Waste my time on Waste my time dreaming of being alive now I only waste it dreaming of you I'm filling in the empty spaces with you ♥ (2)

taken from jill beans LJAYYY [Friday October 14th, 2005 12:44pm] 10 Favorites: Favorite Color: currently green and orange Favorite Food: easy mac. Favorite Band: currently, academy Favorite Movie: ice age Favorite Sport to Watch: football//hockey Favorite Sport to Play: softball Favorite Season: fall, winter. Favorite Day Of the Week: thursdayyy and friday Favorite Ice Cream: peanut butter Favorite Time of Day: night 9 Currents... Current Mood: sleepy and dirty OHHH and excited Current Taste: cool blue gatorade Current Desktop Picture: jack shit, we cant change ours Current Nail Color: none Current Time: 12:48pm Current Surroundings: RISE room. Current Annoyance(s): cough cough Current Thought: i need to shower 8 Firsts... First Best friend: mim frasciello nukka First Kiss: jamie yerger First Screen Name: sucker5550 First Pet: a parrot i let free First Piercing: when i was born. lol my ears. First Crush: good question First Concert: new kid of the effin block first alcoholic drink: mudslide. 7 Lasts... Last Cigarette: um 20 minutes ago perhaps Last Drink: still drinking my cool blue Last Car Ride: this morning to school. mommi <3 Last Kiss: a week ago? 2 days ago. Last Movie Seen: WAITING. so good Last Phone call: daniel Last CD Played: IPOD? duh 6 Have You Evers... Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: sadly lol Have You Ever Broken the Law: yes sir Have You Ever Been Arrested: nopeee Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: yeshh! Have You Ever Been on TV: no im not that cool Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: yes sir. 5 Things... -Things You're wearing: dc black and white shoes, grey cut off sweat pants. pink vivky secrets hoodie. -Things You Did Last Night: holy shit watched the new CSI -Things You Can't Live without: ljay, ipod, BLANKIE, daniel <3 -Things You Do When Your bored: make things -Things You Dislike: poeple who run their mouths 4 Places You've Been Today: school Yesterday: mall all over my house maggies tec. Out of the state: cali, maine, etc Out of the country: canada 3 People You Can Tell Anything To: daniel alli rose maggie may 2 Choices... Black or White: both Hot or Cold: cold 1 Wish... that i didnt have 2 take the biggest shit in my LIFE I'm filling in the empty spaces with you ♥ (8)

[Sunday October 2nd, 2005 9:17pm] its been a year today since i had Jayden Rain or Julianne. shes one year old today. humph. was tempted 2 call him. but i knew i am the last person he needed to speak to... i wonder if he even rememered that today was her birthday. anyway. dan helped me thro last night and today. which was good because i love him more then life itself, but i just wouldve liked to talk 2 her birth daddy. anyway. its only about 9:20. so i think im going to watch a movie. or something. I'm filling in the empty spaces with you ♥ (3)

[Tuesday September 27th, 2005 11:39am] mushy head face. talk 2 me im in lunchhh boi. I'm filling in the empty spaces with you ♥ (28)

[Thursday September 22nd, 2005 10:19am] Am I loud and clear or am I breaking up? Am I still your charm or am I just bad luck? Are we getting closer or are we just getting more lost? I’ll show you mine if you show me yours first Let’s compare scars I’ll tell you whose is worse Let’s unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words We live on front porches and swing life away We get by just fine here on minimum wage If love is a labor I’ll slave ‘til the end I won’t cross these streets until you hold my hand I’ve been here so long I think that its time to move The winter’s so cold summer’s over too soon Let’s pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow And I’ve got some friends some that I hardly know We’ve had some times I wouldn’t trade for the world We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go We live on front porches and swing life away We get by just fine here on minimum wage If love is a labor I’ll slave ‘til the end I won’t cross these streets until you hold my hand Until you hold my hand I’ll show you mine if you show me yours first Let’s compare scars I’ll tell you whose is worse And let’s unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words We live on front porches and swing life away We get by just fine here on minimum wage If love is a labor I’ll slave ‘til the end I won’t cross these streets until you hold my hand swing life away swing life away swing life away swing life away I'm filling in the empty spaces with you ♥ (0)

[Thursday September 22nd, 2005 8:18am] new user name   duck_its_loaded   ADD me. i needed a change. =] I'm filling in the empty spaces with you ♥ (1)

[Wednesday September 21st, 2005 12:41pm] Which CSI are you Warrick Brown You once had a gambling problem but you've cleaned that up. Click Here to Take This Quiz Brought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests. I'm filling in the empty spaces with you ♥ (1)

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